Elira4Life

Where should I start?(I really don't care if my grammar or whatever is bad. I'm not typing this out for good punctuation or grammar. I'm typing it out because it's about me and my epic friends. ^^ Besides, this took me forever and I don't feel like going through and correcting stuff.) I'm Rachel, a almost-fifteen-year-old, or one of nicknames. Ranch(o3o Mickaela calls me that...all because of a spelling fail...), JollyRancher(Called that by Mickaela and Jenna x3), Rach(Tons of people call me that.), Rosa(Kyle calls me that. ^^) , Rose(Lots of people call me that.), Lirah(Emily's new nickname for me.) Rosie(Again, common used nickname), Roseth(o3o Frosteh calls me it...) Roseh(Not very commonly used), Rachem(Jenna calls me it. :P), Wawel(My baby brother calls me it, since he can't say my name right<3)

Interests? Really? I don't feel like giving info out, and then I really like A LOT of stuff so I'm not going to even try listing them. Except my freinds, my family, basically my life. People who will ALWAYS be in my heart, and the only friggin people that keep me from giving up:

~God~ He IS the most important person to me. I love Him, for He's a God of love, and he can heal the broken, the sick, and the weary. NOTHING is impossible for him. 'Well I'm too far gone' 'I'm just bad' 'I deserve hell', you say. Did you know we all deserve hell? NONE of us deserve a second chance? Yet he sent His ONLY Son, to DIE for you. His Son died a death of a sinner. Did you know that even if only ONE person sinned, he'd still die for that person? His love is unconditional. When you accept the gift of life, He doesn't see the darkness, He only see's a new person. He only see's Jesus in you. God loves you, He LOVES you. He CREATED you. He wants you as his bride, He's head-over-heels in love with you. He hurts with you. He cries with you. He smiles with you. He loves with you. He laughs with you. He'll never dessert you. He longs for you. His Son died and rose again because thats just how much He loves you. Satan enjoys telling us lies, but we need to ignore him, and turn to God. God is a God of love, and He cannot be explained. I haven't even given you a glimpse of Him. No one is 'too far gone'. No one 'worse and more evil'. No one can say they 'deserve hell more than someone else'. All who sin fall short of the glory of God. But I have just explained He's given you a priceless gift, of love, life, grace, purity, and everything good. Will you accept it? If I could die and give those I care about life. If I could die and those I love accept His love would. You can know I would do it in a heartbeat. My most heartfelt, longing hope is for those I love to accept His gift. For them to be in a relationship with God, and I would even give my life for that...I'd do anything. Losing my friends to hell crushes me..and very nearly kills me. In fact, it will - now I'll stop preaching.

~Mickaela/Mickey-Aela~ I've known this freak(out of fondness) somewhere around three or more years. She's been one of the few capable people to dig my soul, toss it on the table, see all it's imperfections, yet sill love me like a sister, and yes, a father. She - half seriously - calls me her daughter, and says that she is my father. Our insinde jokes with her family are always funny ad entertaining. We share so many of the same likes and dislikes, it used to scare us, and now it's just the norm. Heck, sometimes we share the same friggin mind. It's like that quote says: friends are one soul residing in two bodies. I. Don't. Know. How. I'd. Freaking. Live. Without. Her. She's helping me to become a stronger person, and believe in myself. She's been one of the people to help me through hard times, and pull me out of the ditches of despair I fall into. She's my Mickey-Aela, my BFFL. She's that type of friend that's like a soul-mate. The one where, the minute you met her, you knew you'd be the best of friends for all your lives. Sure, as everyone. we've fought and argued. But not like everyone, we pulled trhough and made the most of our fights. They simply brought us together more, and rubbed off more of our edges. We're crazy, psychotic, insane, nutzoid, freakish BFFs together. And I know we've scared people with it - which merely makes it amusing. Seriously- I can't tell you half the things we've gone through. Words can't describe this girl! They don't have any capability of explaining her awesomeness! Ruv you like a sister, Mickey-Aela! ^.^

~Kyle/Buzz Lightyear~ Kyle, my Buzz Lightyear, has been one of my best and closest friends in the universe. I love him, and I'll always stick with him no matter what. For me, love knows zero bounds, and I willl always love him. I can honestly say nothing is capable of changing that. I've known him for nearly two years, and still counting. His dorkiness and capablity to make me laugh is sometimes one of the only things that keep me sane. No matter what, he can get a smile out of me, and I even get annoyed by it sometimes...but in a fond way. The fact is, without him and a couple other people, I probably wouldn't have made it this far in life. He's an amazing person. He's funny, hilarious, dorky, nerdy, and one of the funnest people to be around. We've shared secrets(pointless ones too, I might add), laughs, role-plays, smiles, tears, and so much more. I adore him so much, love him so much more, He's the big brother I never friggin had. He's a closer-than-a-family friend that gives me a shove when it's very much in need. And I really cannot imagine life with out him. We've had our hard times - trust me. But each time we've managed to pull through, and I think I can say it's brought us closer and stronger. He is one of those rare, precious treasures that becomes a part of your heart, that if you lose, the ending with come swiftly and painfully. I hope we always stay true friends, and that our closeness never fades. I love you to infinity and beyond, my Buzz Lightyear! <3

~Emily~ One of my awesomest friends ever! ^^ She's funny, really good at drawing, and so understanding and kind. She's that type of person that you can tell just about anything to, and she replies with what you need to hear. I also love how despite her age, she still acts like a big kid, uncaring what other's think. I just love that! She's one awesome, trustworthy friend. Love her like a sis!


~Alice~ o3o I've known her..two years? We've had so much fun times. She's an amazing friend, beautiful, loving, encouraging, smart, someone that I can truly call 'a friend'. I don't know many irl, but online she's been a very encouraging friend. I love her drawings, I love her personality, I love how she's unique and not like everyone else. I love her like a sister.

~Kathryn~ She's an amazing friend, very special. No matter what she thinks, she is truly beautiful. I love how even though she's had hard times, she still finds time to encourage others. She DOES deserve a dog. I love her like a sister, and I hope she knows all she is.

~Sierra~ Very creative, unique, strong girl. I'm happy to call her a friend. She's strong and beautiful and someone who gets more because she's been there, done that. I hope she knows how amazing she is.

~Jenna~ An adult yet still a kid. She's like a mentor to me, and I'm really happy I know her. I can tell her so much, she gets it, and she helps me through it. She doesn't judge everyone, and she's a really sweet, loving, kind, amazing person to know. She's so amazing to talk to and just...<3Her. Like a big sister.

~Gabby~ We've had..hard times. But she is a friend to me, and we've had a lot of fond memories, ones that will always be important to me. I'll always have her in my heart.

~Darkeh~ An amazing, creative, awesome writer friend. I hope I talk to her more! She's unique and one of those people you can't help but like. She's a really good friend, and she will stay that.

~Kyliegh~ I haven't spoken with her in awhile, but she's an awesome friend and we've shared many laughs. Love her like a sister. She's important to me.

~Charlotte~ I thank her, for everything. For being a great, awesome, encouraging Anime&Manga&Homeschool&Randomstuff&Christian buddy. She's helped me through a lot, she's an amazing, strong woman of God, and a sister in Christ. I love her tons.

~Ted Dekker and Gregg~ Ted- My role-model. His books have helped me through a lot..he's a down-to-earth author and actually talks with his fans. I love him. Gregg- Ted's right hand dude. o3o We've had tons of talks over e-mail and its really cool how he responds and actually talks..we've had a lot of laughs.

People I don't know as well or don't talk to 24/7 but are still important and will always be in my heart. They're still special and they're still amazing, and I want to know them better: Sage , Matt, Frosteh, Dream , Timothy, Taylor, Elizabeth, Elle, Sara, Cayla, Makayla, Rob(Adopted uncle. o3o), Mandy(Adopted aunt. o3o), Mick(Adopted second dad), Shawna(Adopted second mom. xP) Miranda(Adopted sister - 11 years old.), Jonah&Jordan(Adopted brothers. x3 5 and 8 years old.), Stream, Miss Stephanie, Faith, Sabrina, Celtic, Ivana, CalvinJesseDessa&Josiah(I hope I get to know them better, not just 'I met them'), and then others I can't think of.





~Things for me to do(Not in order at all!)~

-Upload a bunch of drawings I have.
-Do a Light from Death Note sketch.
-Do a Chad from Bleach sketch.
-Do a L from Death Note sketch.
-Go back through and edit what's needed in Werewolf Cavern.(Which I'm in the process of doing little-by-little.)
-Finish Werewolf Cavern before the end of September.



-Dare ka ga jibun kara watashi o hozon shite kudasai...-







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